Should I even be dating??
Ok next chapter! And sorry folks but it's possibly a bit darker than previous ones due to a bit of a strange incident with coffee shop guy yesterday. Those of you that have read my previous blogs know that life hasn't exactly always been that easy for me in terms of relationships. You know I've struggled with depression, an abusive marriage and all the chaos that goes with that. Close friends know my head is a bit of a mashed up pit and that it takes me a long time to open up and share secrets. However, they also know as do those that follow me on twitter I'm essentially a little bit of a loony that tries to make the best of things where possible. However, yesterday knocked my confidence a bit and left me questioning should I even be on a dating site. So, this guy messages me. Have to admit I replied to the first one but didn't see the follow ups, it was only the other day I saw one that said 'last try to say hello' or similar, so I message back